Hmm...i decided to give up caring soooo much about bad days and i don give a damn about it anymore haha...i'm just gonna go with it and taste that large field of bitter fruits that comes in my way. cos i'm bound to at least find one with my determination that tastes sooooooo darn sweet. Weeeeeeeeeee~

note: smiling does do wonders =)

anyway gonna blog about yesterday and today...

5 November
HAHA guess what!!! my contacts tore!!! LOL...hais i only managed to use it for 3 weeks. and i not rough lor...dono why tear. maybe because when washing with running water then got something happen or what. weird. anyway finally decided to get contacts ^^. hmm...wearing back my specs feels abit awkward in many ways. after class i went to chinatown to make my contacts and i have to wait fro 1 week to get it. this time i'm trying out a different brand and its bausch and lomb...hope its nice to wear...hais going to pok gai soon...ohhhhh today was supposed to play captain's ball for eee diploma day. BUT...one of my classmate never turn up for the event so ended up my class leader decided to cancel the game. HAIS~ nvm nvm. hmm...felt abit sadddddd so i went to find alvin HAHA at food court 4 and let him played my psp while i abit down sia.

around 230 like that alvin brought me to tennis clubroom and its looks pretty cramp...haha but still ok lar. met up with tian hao at clubroom and we actually decided to watch 20th century boys on the following day. ahhhhhh this friday the rest will be watching the coffin and i watched already ler...how le? maybe i go join in ba...cannot ps my friends cos they planned out everything ler, so if i don't know not very nice also. anyway what are friends for haha...i don't mind watching the movie again and again even if its my close friends. hmm...i regretted not spending time with my close friends and sorting my priorities differently...ahhhhh time to balance out aikido HAHA.

after that, went back to clubhouse and slack slack while the others went to play bball. ahhhhh i did not feel like going play bball initially cos i wanted to go home after going back to clubhouse. hmm...chatted with yt and imran about random stuffs then added up i changed my mind and decided to play for awhile. gosh!!! i suck at bball...its been ages since i last played and my reaction super slow slow de and all the rules also dont know liao. i had fun but i needed to go off cos solo came back and imran called me saying they are going off...so i go off also ba. having dinner at home is always the warmest.

hais later that night received a sms from alvin that we had to cancel the movie for the following day cos no more cinema are screening the movie ler...AWWWWW SAD!!!! nvm lar...friday have fun jiu man ok ler ^^

6 November
Today is a boring day...i love fish and chips!!! hais random sia

ehhs...

haha today finally managed to attend lecture!!! YEAH!!! that felt good cos i always woke up late =___=

later all the way is tutorial and i'm like uhhhhhhhhhhhh...sian. how i wish i have a bigger, cooler, chio-er?, sexier and durable bag. cos i seriously dying to get a big bag but have no idea and lazy to find also. and again must pinch myself!!!! cos spending money again...ahhhh tempted!!!! x.X
hais~ tomorrow still got gems...hope i will learn something new...*crosses fingers*

anyway thursday is kinda free so maybe i should go out with friends more often haha cos i will sure feel sian. yeah!!! looking forward to tomorrow!!! SKIPPING FRIDAY TRAINING!!! YEAH!!! haha others will have more space to train. WEEEEEEE~ going out with friends is sooooo much fun!!! after movie go out for dinner maybe pizza i think...hmm dono not sure wakaranai. 3 times a week for training should be enough ba unless i got so much free time than i try go thurs and sat also HAHA.

GREAT!!! i feel much happier...though deep down still feels differently, i better not think of all those sad sad stuffs if not i will become emo. time to smile...oh yeah the grin master(that's what yt calls me =___=).