if only i can turn back time
if only i can turn everything back to normal
if only i can change everything
if only i can think what had happened
if only i know the reason why this is even happening
if only days that ends with the word "shit" NEVER happened

3 November
ohhh this is great...surprisingly my parents got over their argument yesterday i don't know how but thats freaking fast haha. LOL anyway monday blues as usual and the thing is that today isn't my day. man!!! why!!!! okok i put on my contacts and guess what!!! my right eye turned red LOL...omg infection!!!! WAHHHHHHHH!!!! ended up wearing specs to school.

what happened on sunday was my laptop started to lag and i tried a disk check and ended up my whole com got a weird blank screen hmmm...anyway i can't freaking hand up my resume for communications for work and luckily my lect gave me grace until tomorrow at 12. kaozzz i was like...OMG I MUST REDO!!!! DAMN!!! pek cek!!! and next week is job interview and i must wear formal...hais. the best part of the day is that my lesson from 3-5 is cancelled cos my lect went to japan. hmm...later in club house tried out my laptop cos my friend did something and it worked for awhile but the lag is really scary. anyway watched final fantasy advent children HD with the rest and guess what!!! ohhh yeahhh blue screen....=____=

later went ot aikido and i always love monday trainings cos most of the people will be there and training is fun cos i will tend to forget anything that is troubling me haha. Weeeeeeeeeee~ fun fun and finally got a chance to do the back flip cos imran keep on pestering me to do it LOL...haha first time tried it and wasn't a success though haha but managed to do a full flip in the end YEAH!!!!! that made my day for the moment LOL!!!

hmm after training then went to ask solo repair my com. haha ended up solo had to bring my com back and have it repaired. sorry to bother you and yt le...hmm you know what i mean. gosh and i went home hoping to use my desktop to do my resume. zzz ended up the microsoft word need cd key weird weird, so can't use lor...sadded =( gosh i had to use my mum's laptop to do my resume ahhhhhhhhhhh...maybe someone is twisting my fate hmmm...you might not know for sure o.0

4 November
today i was really hoping to be a even better day as compared to yesterday and i think its really much better but still okok lar...tsk tsk.

ohhhh sorry solo and yt for troubling them again cos i woke up late and ended up solo was tired and he had to carry my laptop AHHHHHHHH...my apologies. yeah my com is now not so laggy but still the sound weird weird one and the lag is still there. anyway thanks alot bro...i owe you one. haha i sneaked out of class just to find them LOL. hais

anyway today i think my lect will officially call me "slipper boy" haha cos i wore slippers in lab LOL. and today the lab technician also give me attitude. kaozzz. hmmm...after that lect and this time i tried my best to survive but still fell asleep haha. cannot focus anymore liao. =X

haha had fun and training as usual. weapon rocks!!!! haha. ehhs did sensei called me to demo today? hmm? dont think sooo ba? LOL random random.

YEAH!!! looking forward to tomorrow being an even AWESOME DAY!!! ^^ LOL captain's ball tomorrow!!!! gosh!!! thanks to some of my classmates who dragged me in...haha gonna play against alvin and his friends tomorrow...thats good haha cos alvin and i had never played against something like that before. cool!!!! haha. as usual looking forward to FRIDAY!!! YEAH!!! BUNDLES OF JOY!!! going out with alvin, tian hao, edwin and the other bunch of guys. LOL i don't even know go where siazzz. hmm...anyway gonna miss friday training and time to replace it with saturday one. awwwww i miss saturday trainings. ADVANCE ADVANCE!!! should i go for black in december? hmm...*deep thoughts*