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//Wednesday, September 30, 2009 3:46 PM
code “GEASS”
I just watched finished CODE GEASS R2!!! Wheeeeeee!!! THE BEST ANIME EVER!!! (i have to bold and italics it, cos it’s really the BEST!!!) omg, though it’s a sad and touching anime too, the way they blend the whole story and the unexpected plots are AWESOME. if you don’t watch it, you will regret sia…hahaah :P only if you like mecha, war, romance, brotherhood?, etc etc…hahah then it would be nice i guess
today is my “off” day for doing my fyp. if not i like no life sia, every moment keep on thinking about fyp fyp fyp. haha. anyway i have to meet imran soon. lol. goign to library and bugis then to training.
//Tuesday, September 29, 2009 5:48 PM
saviour
ohoh!!! thank you solo!!! :D hahaha my fyp still got a ray of hope. i can do it!!! heehee… just borrowed 2 books from library and returned flash cs4 for dummies and asp.net with flash. skip flash awhile
// 3:09 PM
should i?
i have failed for the past attempts, this time will it be different, or will it be another failed attempt? hmm...? i’m overwhelmed by craziness when i’m tried :P *self-high* anw yesterday slept at 4 LOL. i was actually planning not to sleep and stay up until today morning. ended up i slept cos i’m too tired already. i woke up at 10am LOL. i’m late for today’s meeting >.< hais. i think this time much done bahh. AHHHH!!! FYP SUCKS LAHH!!! =.= after meeting, went to clementi to play arcade. hahah that's my own stress reliever after every fyp meetings. now very tired. i need to get some sleep, but i have to go to library to borrow books for my project. tonight will be training again. my this whole week is again packed. haha i will keep myself free bah. Saturday GRADING, Sunday STEAMBOAT and celebrating yi liang bdae!!! :D ok…gonna head to library soon
どこかで誰があなたの笑顔の夢を見るかの
//Monday, September 28, 2009 3:26 AM
panda eyes
for the past few days, i have been sleeping at 4am LOL. not a good thing sia… even during today’s dinner my aunt asked my why you look so tired. geez… fyp is swallowing all of my precious sleeping time :X now i just spent 4 hours from 11-3am trying to figure out the login part. DAMN!!! after googling and trying out all the codes, i think that login thingy won’t work bahh. sian. i wonder what i’m gonna present to my supervisor tomorrow at 10am. jialat lahhh :(
//Sunday, September 27, 2009 4:57 PM
lethargic
AHHHH!!! today so lethargic… i really can’t don’t feel like doing anything flash is killing me!!! >.< it sucks whenever, you have the idea in your mind, but when you are trying to do it, the result isn’t what you expected. sian lahhh. i take back my word that flash is fun LOL. learning actionscript 3 i equivalent to slicing myself into bits and pieces. geez. don’t feel like doing anything..i want to laze around. if only my house is near a waterfall, i will be going there everyday to see the view :P hais. maybe i’m too stress huh, i got lots of pimples reappearing from nowhere. lazy mood
//Saturday, September 26, 2009 2:35 AM
LONG POST
22 Sept On tuesday, went back to school to meet up with alvin and tian hao for FYP. hmm…this time we discussed the main points of the project. i can say almost 30%? hahah about there bahh…hais after fyp, went to clementi to slack awhile, played Blazblue at the arcade. heehee. it’s been a long time since i last played at the arcade lol. well, i definitely had fun :D i went back home to meet up with my parents and after that went for dinner. initially the venue was shangri-la hotel, ended up change to furama hotel. wahhhh. i ate until i very very full!!!! i was like telling my dad that i after i lose alot of weight, my appetite also drop. he was like rolling his eyes lahh lols :X. after dinner, went to my uncle’s house for awhile to watch the 9pm show. both my parents and my brothers watch the show, i’m like wondering what’s so good about it, ended after watching 1 episode, i like it LOL. hahaha i wonder if next time i were to have a family, will it be like that? *wonders* oh that reminds me, hahah in the afternoon during lunch at clementi, alvin, tian hao were like discussing about apartments and future stuffs hahah. hahha i decided to get my license by next year and next time get an apartment most prob a mansionate, followed by a car heehee. lols i think too much sometimes, but it’s true :D. haha my niece..isn’t she cute :D
23 Sept NOTHING MUCH TO TYPE ABOUT =.= haha refer to previous 2 posts.
24 Sept Woke up at 730am i think. around there bahh…damn!!! have to wake up so early in the morning just to meet supervisor All on my way to school, i’m like thinking a way how to smoke my way through the whole meeting haha =X. lols. hais ended up during the meeting, i explained to him my idea, and i’m certain that he does not even understand a single thing from what i explained zzz. ended up alvin asked me to stop asking him lols. now i have to change the design concept for database. my supervisor even expect us to do flash for the website. wahhhhh!!! sian diao lahhh. kaoz i think he also assume that i’m the only 1 doing the job, because he always refer from my laptop =.= wth. i got sort the workload one lohh. After the meeting at 12, i met up with the rest at city hall. we went to watch the movie Whiteout. LOL!!! the first few parts of the show i almost fell asleep cos it was too BORING!!! geez…i find the movie very boring, but i don’t know why others say its ok-ok. LOL. All of us had dinner at Sakae sushi. luckily i did not eat anything for breakfast and lunch, so my stomach can now accomodate for all the japanese food heehee. LOL we kept on ordering lots of food, over 50+ plates i think XD. haha eat like that sure get fat one sia, especially lots of food to last the whole day. that reminds me that for the this holiday i did not do much jogging and gymming. ahhhhh!!! i think next week better start jogging to improve my stamina and lose alot of weight. on the way back, i made my way to the library and started borrowing books about flash. i decided to go training, since i’m feeling guilty from all that eating. hahha!!! training started out kinda rough for me cos i did not do any warm up. haha. grading is next week and i don’t know whether i can do well anot. but should be ok i guess training ended, followed the rest and sensei to drink tea. hahah i also long time never went to drink tea with the rest. i started watching code gess R2, nice show!!! after watching the first episode.
25 Sept LOL i woke up at 1130am today the whole day i have been working on flash. aish. flash is freaking HARD!!! >.< AHHHHHH!!! i din’t expect understanding to be that difficult :( gosh… how sia. how to show what i done on tuesday. gosh. monday gonna meet up with alvin and tian hao in school for fyp. today i din’t go training hahah. lols. i totally got carried away by flash. tomorrow’s agenda is to go for training then maybe meet my relatives for dinner.
//Wednesday, September 23, 2009 4:09 PM
disappointed
today is the worst day EVER!!! WORST!!! in the morning when i checked my results, already very disappointed. followed by a bloody freakiing call from my fyp lecturer, that made me even more pissed. anw i just saw my results for this sem one. effing disappointing!!! i was hoping to score an A for my firewall ended i did not managed to get it, moreover this term all the modules are 5 credits, that means my gpa pulled down by alot. kaozzz. i have no mood now!!!
very shitty results. damn. my only hope for university is GONE!!! even if i get all As for my next semester, i cannot even get a GPA of 3.5. as for fyp, my useless supervisor called me and started to gan me like siao. kaozzz. and i have to meet him tomorrow to show him what we have done. WTH!!!! crazy idiot!!! =.= i think fyp also gone case already, if i fail fyp my gpa will drop like mad. ahhhhh!!! 2 freaking irritating things to start the day off :( sorry to those whom i have vent my anger and disappointment at, SORRY!!! tonight i don’t need to sleep already. going to do fyp. next time will continue blogging about my dad’s bdae.
どのように同期するように?愚かなスマート :(
// 10:53 AM
crap
early in the morning, freaking pile load of crap just bombarded right into my face. fyp and results. screw both shit man.
//Monday, September 21, 2009 11:28 PM
dead bored
ok i officially got NOTHING to do =X. haha random lahh. lols today is a holiday and woke up early in the morning just to study some javascripts. i hope it will be useful. anw in the afternoon went out with my parents and brothers to swim. haha this time i wasn’t the same swimming pool at chinese swimming club, instead its another side of the building and that one has an olympic-size pool. woohoo!!! awesome!!! i decided to make a point of swimming a minimum of 10 laps every time i go swimming with my parents. after swimming, went for lunch and went back home. lols. really got nothing to do sia. I AM DEAD BORED!!! hmm… tomorrow another whole day gone also because tomorrow its my dad’s bdae heehee, so at night going for buffet at Shangri-la hotel. if i’m not wrong there is a discount if its your bdae on that day. the discount also depends on your age. since my dad is going to 53 i think, so its 53% discount :) okok i’m broke, but i managed to chip in for tomorrow’s dinner. its the thought that counts. geez tomorrow i’m gonna have to skip lunch haha cos i will be having a heavy dinner. LOL. i wonder if i will become fat if i eat so much like that. hmm…i think i better exercise abit in the morning. oh in the afternoon going back to school to discuss fyp. haha until 4 bahh. i hope this time can start the database already =D. that’s tomorrow’s agenda. hais. i can’t think of anything to do at the moment except for watching anime, sorting music and doing fyp. gosh!!!. haha i decided to put my ipod touch plan on hold. i want to save alot of money first, my first aim is to save like MAD. haha i wait until more reviews about ipod touch 3g come out then i buy HAHAH!!! my voice since ever since the morning after clubbing, now it’s much better i hope. from this week onwards most probably will be staying at home more often and go trainings. my grading is like 1 week plus from today. i dono whether i’m even able to do well for my grading anot. i don’t want to just pass and feel not worthy of the belt >.<
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//Sunday, September 20, 2009 10:56 PM
night fever!!!
Yesterday met up with the rest at dhoby gaut MRT at around 10pm. We waited for some of them, then walked to dbl 0. hahah entrance fee was freaking expensive ><. lols 30 bucks cos it’s the eve of a public holiday. haha first time going to dbl 0. Everyone met up and started playing the number 5 game lols, forfeit was a cup of liquor. i lost twice =X. the forfeit was nothing much then went to see the rest at the bar and they drank shots, haha i and wee yew shared a cup of graveyard. i didn't expect to graveyard to be that dry. well so far still ok. not even seh yet. followed imran, tomi, perry and a few of them and went dancing. heehee damn fun lahh…lots of people dancing too. i just realize dancing does help lose weight because you will perspire alot =D. besides dancing, lots of nice music to listen to. at about 2 plus, i and joel and shared another cup of graveyard, followed by flaming lamborghini. haha i love flaming lamborghini!!!! because of the flame on alcohol. damn cool!!! after drinking flaming lambo, there is that burning sensation too haha. lols before joel drank flaming lambo, he already half-dead. i’m not even gone yet heehee. went back to dance again, gosh i really got addicted to dancing, it’s like there's no restrictions on how you dance XD. hahah lots of people from my club are KO-ed. andre also gone, when he is damn high, he dance like a pro sia. first time seeing him so zai. i love the music there!!! however, lots of funny things happened too HAHAHA!!! ok joel KO-ed and vomitted. some of us looked after him. and at 445am when the whole thing ended, we have to carry him out. power sia. haha all of us tried methods to wake him up. geez…it’s a fun experience though. after some of us cabbed joel to the nearby coffeeshop, some of them ate bak kut teh at 5. hahah poor joel have to sleep on lots of chairs. At about 5 plus, i and imran left cos imran has hari raya to celebrate. haha went home by bus then walked home from MRT. so far i did not even knockout heehee. damn FUN!!! next time go again when i save enough money =X
what i drank for the night, - 2 forfeits of Don Julie( i think it’s called Don Julie, according to my pictures) - 1 cup of Graveyard (shared 1/2 with wee yew, shared 1/2 with Joel) - 1 cup of Flaming Lamborghini (one on one with Joel HAHAHA!!!) wondering what is Graveyard? link wondering what is Flaming Lamborghini? link
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//Friday, September 18, 2009 11:46 PM
laughters
laughter is the best medicine to cure anger. laughter works wonders :) smiling too… recently, i just started watching Russell Peters. Everyone in my club and my 2nd brother have been saying he is damn funny, so i was so bored that i ended up watching some of his shows. haha after the first show, I kept on laughing like mad. gosh he is really the BEST STANDUP COMEDIAN!!!! people who are angry, depressed, bored, emo?, etc…should watch his show to laugh it out. I met up with the rest at tiong bahru and for dinner, i only ate 3 bread from breadtalk. i have no idea why i even bought bread for dinner. maybe it’s my body’s craving at that moment. Zhou han said, “abel, you really dieting ah?”, as for Perry he said, “enough meh?”. haha i really have no idea why i even bought bread. weird. the funny thing is after walking 1 round in the kopitiam, i immediately went down to buy breadtalk. ohya happy birthday to Zhou han and Joel!!!! hahaha. after dinner, went for training. training today was AWESOME!!!! haha sensei called me for demo and locked me. haha and its damn PAIN!!!! >.<, maybe because sensei know that most of the aikido locks won’t work on me, so he showed me no mercy heehee. *left wrist still hurts* tomorrow’s agenda, stay at home, stay at home, stay at home, stay at home, stay at home, stay at home…haha. hmm maybe go swimming with my parents then in the evening go for dinner with relatives then meet the rest at dhoby gaut, and time to party!!! :D. i din expect so many people going tomorrow especially my seniors wheeee!!! super excited now but feel abit sian cos will spend alot :P. well, you live once to try everything. i feel much better now, not because of my cough but because i’m happy now :D. i better not listen to sad songs now, if not i will emo heehee i don’t think i can reach my 8-10kg weight loss goal now :( geez....jiayou bah. you can do it!!! i guess. hahaha.
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// 10:59 AM
bad bad bad bad
for the past few days i have been coughing and throat also hurts, maybe because of the haze problem bahh :P flu too…however, i think my flu subsided today :D geez. i feel that this holiday is very boring :( no money = can’t go out so often. i want to watch movie!!! it’s been months since i last watched a movie. the last movie that i watched was Ghost of Girlfriends Past. 1 more episode till i finish Skip Beat XD. sighs. i’m really bored hope today’s training will be fun bah. tomorrow night going clubbing :D
haha. i love this song!!! wind and blaze!!! :D “i never keep chasing the never stopping wind” song from Fuuma no Kojirou Stage Version Wind and Blaze by Murai Ryouta (Fuuma no Kojirou Stage Version)
go! go! go! the flame within me :)
//Wednesday, September 16, 2009 1:06 PM
wind 風
finally i watched finished all 13 episodes of Fuuma no Kojirou. :D awesome drama and i din’t expect the plot to be that good. i want a long bokken!!! (wooden sword in japanese), although i got a medium sized one from aikido :P. hahah anyway fuuma no kojirou rox la…it’s an old show too. love the ending for fuuma no kojirou, ending song by ON/OFF. one of my favorite jpop artists heehee..ohoh ON/OFF acted in fuuma no kojirou too, how awesome is that XD. lols i’m really addicted to that show. ohya ON/OFF also featured in the opening of anime Vampire Knight and Vampire Knight Guilty. Eien No Setsuna by ON/OFF Japanese Lyrics: kieru koto no nai messeeji eien ni tsuzuku
English Lyrics: This imperishable message will continue forever
lyrics from: link
//Tuesday, September 15, 2009 1:16 AM
monday ah monday
Sian…yesterday slept at about 12am like that and i woke up at 9 plus. haha even though i slept quite long, i still feel very tired and kinda lethargic. hmm..ok i woke up and started doing the mindmap that i planned out in my mind to kick start the fyp. it’s just a simple rough sketch of what to do for the layout and the database. haha i really hope everything can be finished by end of this holiday. alvin and tian hao JIAYOU!!! i will be at one corner eat snakes MUAHAHAHAHA. jkjk, i where got so bad one heehee :D. after finishing the simple and messy mindmap, i watched fuuma no kojirou and went out at 1 plus bah. met up with alvin and tianhao and we started discussing. YES!!! after the enlightenment from andre, i began to see the power of a website. muahahhaa thanks to andre and norman for both their enlightenment in creating an awesome website :D. hahaha i must make my website so great that the supervisor will bow down to my group and give everyone nothing else but an A *sinister laughs*. hahah ok random again. lols if i can do that, it will only be in my dreams. anyway everything decided liao…all the main points gao dim and i think more or less the scope of the AWESOME WEBSITE is there!!! MUAHAHHAAHA plus SINISTER LAUGHS. gosh i think i better stop the muahaha thing, kinda irritating =X. next week will be the database, i’m gonna do some in depth reading for sql this week but i have a layout to be done by wednesday. i must finish the website’s layout by wednesday, thats my aim and i know i can do it. hahah interested in helping with the database cos looks kind of cool hahaha, although i already know the basic recipes, now its time to add in the extra flavorings. heehee this is the first fyp meeting that none of us feel so stressed at all. everyone was happy i guess. the past meeting, all of us were like rushing for deadlines and flustering on how the heck are we going to do a sample. damn it…at least now i’m pretty confident on doing the website. it feel like we just took a shortcut and directly go straight to the point of doing the actual thing. I JUST LOVE HOLIDAYS!!! wheeeee!!! ohhh i decided to go to andre’s house tomorrow again and this time no more help from him!!! this time i need him to guide me on designing the website but most of the job will be still be done by me XD. after andre’s house, then i will be training. hahah oh today’s training was tiring and i think my gi becomes tighter, perry says, “abel, you have gain weight lahh”. LOLS!!! hahah sian diao…dont worry still must aim for 8-10kg loss!!! my next grading for black-gold has been confirmed and its on the 3rd!!!! gosh!!! why that date!!! ><. damn it!!! initially was 10 then today sensei thinks that i and the rest are up for it, so he put it earlier. wahhhh…whyyyyyyyyyyyy 3rd :( . after training went for dinner with the rest and sensei to the lao di fang at clementi haha. today alvin showed me my name in japanese, dono where he found it but looks cool huh. ABEL as EBIRU
// 12:49 AM
spac chalet
11 Sept In the morning went to swim hahaha. this time i swam only 13laps. lols. the more i swim i think the number of laps will keep on dropping. after swimming, i went out with my bro to acer to check my old lappy, hopefully i can get a new one. I packed my bag and went to meet up with the rest at E hub. after some slacking around at the chalet, borrowed bikes and started cycling back to chalet, on the way back also played at playground haha. hmm…at around 12 plus i think, we started night cycling. hahah night cycling is FUN!!! i love it!!! especially the night breeze :) ohoh not forgetting the night sky filled with stars. gosh its damn lovely…anw cycled to changi villag from coasta sands. some of us had nasi lemak as supper at about 3. heehee once in awhile eating at such irregular hour is fine bahh. the nasi lemak was also tasty. after that rode pass old changi hospital then went back. by the time we reach back, its about 5am and time for breakfast at mac.
12 Sept haha breakfast was awesome and the aircon at mac makes me feel like sleeping =X. after breakfast, went back to chalet to sleep for awhile. i think its about 2-3 hours bahh…slack again at chalet and after that went to return the bikes back. hahah played pool with the rest and geez..my pool skills rusted ><. i kept on hitting the black ball into the hole and its not just once, but twice!!! wahhhh!!! sian. walked back to chalet, and went to sleep upstairs. too tired already haha. after i woke up, some of us went swimming. dinner was bbq and lots of food hahah. after sensei left at about 11, some of us played busted taiti and goldfish hahaha. some of us started drinking at 1, hahah absolut vodka, absolut pears and red wine too. ohhh i hate red bull so din drink red bull, i just don’t like it cos others say its very sweet hahaha. drink until 3 like that, then i even ask zhou han want to watch movie, lols i watch halfway then i knock out. haha super tired lahhh… this time i slept quite long, from 330am till 8am.
13 Sept lols after i woke up, went for breakfast at kopitiam then when i went back, i just realised that my swimming shorts are missing when i hanged it outside. gosh…i can’t believe that someone actually stole my swimming shorts. i wonder what he or she is gonna do with it, sniff it? hahah. at around 11 all of us book out, and some of us went home. lols i went home and immediately slack by watching skip beat and started a few episodes on fuuma no kojirou. in the evening, went swimming with my parents and brothers. ohya i gain a kg!!! when i checked on the weighing scale…OMG!!! 1 kg!!! geez i hope i can lose it fast soon. hais. ahhhh i lazy to upload pics here. anw the photos are all here: link
//Thursday, September 10, 2009 10:04 PM
the meaning of fun
9 Sept okok the picnic was a random suggestion by me haha, i hope everyone had fun during the picnic :) oops again i’m late…sorry sorry. heng i din even go swimming before meeting the rest, if not i will be extremely late. met up with the rest at marina barrage. it’s my first time going there and i love the scenery there. ahhh i was hoping to stay there until sunset one, so can take pictures of the sceneries. well i did some nice pictures even though its not sunset =D, gotta brush my photography skills. anyways stop about the random stuffs, picnic i did not expect so many people to make sandwiches, hahah anyway love the cereal marshmellows, onigiri and bala’s smiling pancake =D hahaha…the sandwich i eat until sian already. i think i also sian of mine cos the taste quite normal. hahah have to thank my brother for helping me out with making the tuna mixture. i’m gonna put some of the pictures i like: after picnic, i followed lijia, jermin and yinzhi to meet up with yanling. hahah and played at the playground. heng this time i did not get any sunburn, must be lucky bahh..but my face still quite warm. 10 Sept early in the morning i woke up and started doing a disk check for my lappy, recently my lappy is starting to reject me, and it keeps on lagging badly too. i did not run any intensive programs and it lags. hmm weird… ohoh apple released ipod nano 3rd gen!!!! WHEEEEE!!! finally it’s out, however there wasn’t any camera built-in to the ipod touch…geez that’s the saddest new ever, instead the camera functionality went to the ipod nano 5th gen. but i totally love itunes 9 YES!!! ok random…please ignore my randomness cos I'm starting to go bonkers. by the end of this month, hopefully i have saved enough money for the ipod touch 3rg gen 32gb. today went to COMEX IT show at suntec and as usual nothing much…keep on taking lots of brochures. nothing really interests me lehh…except for some awesomely customized desktops, professional digital cameras and maybe the new htc phones powered by android, lols really nothing much lehh. hahaha after COMEX we went to marina square the food court to slack cos super early. slack awhile then we walked to bugis to rest at the arcade. when perry and norman went to sim lim, i went off liao. hais i super lazy to go training today. gosh i will become fat like that. especially this week’s chalet, i’m definitely going to put on weight, unless i starve myself hahaha. it’s another few more weeks, hmmm…i wonder. |