Haha i have not been blogging for the past few days cos kinda busy after my grandma's funeral. i just realized last Monday 24 November that i only have 1 more week to study everything and the best part is that i haven even touched my past year papers!!! OMG!!!

Hmm...i'm just gonna blog mainly what happened during the last few days. HAHA i try my best to remember as much as possible.

Ohhhh for the past few days i have been busy mugging and sleeping late. i have to start chionging all my past year papers =X . and that was the day that i pon the most lessons haha. i even skipped my lectures and the lecturers are going thru past year papers. HAHA anyway i think i made a right choice not going for lecture cos i definitely will get distracted or maybe play my psp instead HAHAHA!!! i think machiam can don't come school HAHA. now abit lazy to come school liaos. =___=

The last few days i had 3 lab tests!!!! omg!!! tuesday got 2 lab tests; data communications and analog system and on wed its logic design. haha data comm i went into the wrong shift and ended up starting first haha. i didnt even looked thru before the test LOL. but overall ok bahh cos i roughly got 70 plus i hope. hmm...analog systems ahhh. i think also okok bahh and i think also get 70 plus HAHAHA. and the stupid potentiometer keep on dropping making my readings and wave distorted. irritating siazz...lastly hor my logic design lab test!!! hahaha that one i dono why lar...weird weird de cannot run simulation. then my lect say you never do pract before ahh...i was like kaozzz, if i never do how am i able to reach until the last part =____= but still got 80 so quite happy with myself.

ohhhh wednesday was YP birthday!!! HAHA YP happy 17th birthday again ^^!!! hope all your wishes come true. haha after my labtest on wed went out with Li Ling to Funan and Suntec to source for YP presents. Waaaaa~ YP want Razer mouse lehhh...anyway both of went to look for presents too early liaos and the escalator not even moving in Funan HAHAHA. haha you will know what i mean. anyway went to Suntec hoping to find cake and YP's detective conan figurine. hais ended up cannot find lar...ohhhh we managed to get a black forest cake from secret recipe. and went back to funan and got for YP a Razer Salmosa. the nice is super cool lar...and recently my mouse spoil!!! ahhhh need to get new mouse, haha i dont need razer just a normal mouse will do. Later went back to club and celebrated YP b'dae. Ahhhhhh the cake cannot finish lar and i had to ate 2 and a half slice x.X full sia...after that went to meet alvin and went for the itp talk and alvin hor...told me alot of funny things dono whether to believe anot. tian hao told me dont believe haha!!! anyway tian hao jiayous!!! haha alvin you ahhhh jiayous also!!!...><

Haha for the past few days i have been bugging my friend, Ridzuan, to coach me with my past year papers cos i'm rather short in time and abit lazy to do and read up so just ask and see how whether can understand anot. anyway i bugged like asking him to go thru past year paper during break and even meet up with him on saturday...i'm damn bad sia...anyway DUDE!!! i'm gonna treat you after MSTs!!! thanks for all the help man!!! i appreciated it!!! HAHA.

Hmm...MSTs are next week and these are my papers,

Monday: Logic Design 1030-12
Tuesday: Data Structures 830-10
Wednesday: Data Communication 830-10
Analog Systems 330-5
Friday: Maths 2A 330-5

Ahhhh...MSTs ahhh sian!!!! now i'm worried about my data structures cos i haven even study yet and got online quiz i haven do yet!!! later better do haha. i hope this time my data structure can do well =( . Haha logic design finished most of the papers but i still feel very nervous lehhh dono why i have a feeling that something is lacking hmm...anyway data communications only 1 paper and that module must memorise alot sia...waaaaaa i memorise until i ki siao already AHHHHHHH. analog systems i managed to do 2 papers successfully!!! YEAH!!! thanks to ridzuan helping yesterday if not i would not have realised how easy analog system was cos all the formulas are on the diagram muahahahahaha. lastly, maths i think gone case sehhh cos got alot of memory work and some things very confusing one!!! stupid graph theories!!! anyway jiayous jiayous! gambatte!!! this time must get a gpa of more than 3.5!!! HAHAHA!!!

Today went to bugis to look look around for my top for the christmas dinner and dance. hais...i can't find anything lehh...DAMN. i hope still got enough time to find my top, colour contacts and accessories. omg!!! my top damn hard to find sia!!! x.X and must also control myself. REN!!!! HAHAHA.

Now its time for me to guai guai study haha. must add more oil and burn more midnight oil!!!
must sleep late liaos...

currently back to my music again!!! deprived of music for many days HAHA =)

For the past few days, i wasn't able to blog os i had to attend my grandma's wake and by the time i got home i'm pretty much half dead x.X let me start off my blogging on friday instead.

21 november
for the past few days, i have a terrible stomachache and the only thing that could subside it was eating HAHA LOL. my stomachache worsen and after i ate anything, i immediately feel like vomitting. when i got home after school, i vomitted and so i went to the doc for a checkup and after eating the medicine, i felt abit better. Haha i fell asleep after eating the medicine and when i woke up, i realised its 7pm and imran and the rest have been calling =X omg!!!! anyway rushed down to a area near my house to meet them. and i realised solo wasn't feeling well and he doesn't mind coming to my grandma's wake. AWWWWWW. anyway after we reached the wake, introduced my mum and my brothers plus janelle. HAHA yt and the rest was like mesmerised with the little girl haha. after paying respects, we then went off for dinner at amk. thanks for coming guys!!!

22 november
today will be the last day of the wake and i and my younger bro decided to stay overnight at the wake as this will be the last moments we will be seeing my grandma. around in the evening, i heard from my aunties and uncles that they saw a full rainbow. and i missed it!!!! DAMN!!! haha anyway its a good sign ^^. later some of the aikido ppl came haha. and this time i tried my best to be a good host as compared to last night HAHA. after some introductions as usual, plus chatting, sensei came!!!! and after paying respects we were talking non-stop HAHA. my mum also talked to sensei about random stuffs. o.0 hmm...anyway thanks for coming!!!! HAHA. after the rest left, i tried to study my logic design but i don't understand a single thing, so i ended up watching movies with my cousins. LOL. around 5 plus, i suddenly have this craving for ice-cream. i really have no idea why. kwok yew kor kor and pui pui jie jie brought me to mac haha. ohhhhh this is my first time realising the power of a sports car, cos my cousin borrowed his dad's subaru impreza and he used the turbo. super fast lar...Weeeeeeeee!!!! heng the traffic at night isn't so bad. Weeeeeee...turbo...how i wish i have a sports car tooo. anyway i think i'm like a spoilt brat cos i'm like pestering my older cousins that i want ice-cream haha and they ended up paying for the ice-cream LOL. no lar...actually pui pui jie jie treat me. haha. ohhhh btw i ate a chocolate sundae and after my cravings are satisfied, i can finally go back to sleep. ohhhh i also forgot that my came back from usa at around 2am and he immediately went to visit my grandma's wake.

today
Ahhhhhhhh...after i woke up, i had a terrible backache and luckily i asked my dad to help me massage. my dad is good at massaging so no worries HAHA. hmm...today was the day of the cremation and i'm pretty much half dead. too tired already. ohhhh i'm the videoman for today. cool lar...haha. i also learnt some traditions during the encoffining. anyway everyone is sad. after the cremation, everyone decided to have a sumptous dinner and a simple restaurant. YEAH!!! feeling fullz now.

finally i now got time to study. Time to dedicate all my time to studying cos MSTs are like 1 more week only and i haven started out much. no more training for this week except for tomorrow and sat i guess... i'm gonna get a gpa of 3.6!!! =) gambatte! gambatte!

hais~ everything is destined. even life. as time passes....

Haha this song is nice. its from the anime Tales of the Abyss OP. cool song anime. love it =) especially the lyrics in the english subs



Japanese Subs

Garasu tama hitotsu otosareta
Oikakete mou hitotsu okko chita
Hitotsu fun no hidamari ni hitotsu dake nokotteru

Shinzou ga hajimatta toki
Iyade mo hito wa basho wo toru
Ubaware nai you ni mamori tsuduketeru

Yogosazu ni tamotte kita te de mo
Yogorete mieta
Kioku wo utagau mae ni kioku ni utagawareteru

Kanarazu bokura wa deau darou
Onaji kodou no oto wo mejirushi ni shite
Koko ni iru yo itsudatte yonderu kara
Kutabireta riyuu ga kasanatte yureru toki
Umar ta imi wo shiru

Sonzai ga tsuduku kagiri
Shikata nai kara basho wo toru
Hitotsu fun no hidamari ni
Futatsu wa chotto ire nai

Garasu tama hitotsu otosareta
Ochita toki nanika hajiki dashita
Ubai totta basho de hikari wo abita

Kazoeta ashiato nado
Kidukeba suuji deshika nai
Shira nakya ike nai koto wa
Douyara ichi to zero no aida

Hajimete bokura wa deau darou
Onaji himei no hata wo mejirushi ni shite
Wasure naide itsudatte yonderu kara
Kasaneta riyuu wo futari de umeru toki
Yakusoku ga kawasareru

Kagami nanda bokura tagai ni
Sorezore no karuma wo utsusu tame no
Yogoreta te to te de furi atte
Katachi ga wakaru

Koko ni iru yo tashikani sawareru yo
Hitoribun no hidamari ni bokura wa iru

Wasure naide itsudatte yonderu kara
Onaji garasu tama no uchigawa no hou kara
Sousa kanarazu bokura wa deau darou
Shizumeta riyuu ni juu ji ka wo tateru toki
Yakusoku wa hatasareru
Bokura wa hitotsu ni naru


English Subs

A glass ball was dropped, another dropped as I chased it.
In one spot of sunshine, only one left.

When our hearts start to beat, we reluctantly keep territories.
And continue to protect them from being taken away.

My hands look tainted even though I kept them clean.
And before I question my memories, my memories question me.

We will definitely meet, with the same vibration as our sign.
I’m here, and will always call out for you.
When we both fell for the same reason,
we’ll understand the meaning of our existence.

As long as we exist, we have no choice but to take up spaces.
In one spot of sunshine, it’s a bit crowded for two.

A glass ball was dropped. When it fell, something broke out.
And we bathed in sunshine while we fought for it.

We realized those steps we counted, mean nothing but merely numbers.
The thing we must understand, is somewhere between 1 and 0.

We will meet for the first time, with the same cry as our sign.
Please don’t forget, I will always call out for you.
When we are both burried for the same reason,
promise will be made.

We are one another’s mirror that
reflects our karma.
While our tainted hands touch each other,
and feel their silhouette.

You are here, because I can feel you.
In one spot of sunshine, we share spaces.

Please do not forget, I will always call out for you from inside of the glass ball.
Yes, we will finally meet, when the cross is built above the reasons.
Our promise will be complete,
and we will become one.

linkies:
Karma - Bump of Chicken -Japanese subs- (link)

14 November

Yet!!! another boring day...

why are days sooo boring nowadays. or maybe i can't find anything to entertain me yet just like imran haha. he gets bored easily.

anyway today went training and slammed!!! YEAH!!! when for normal training and was quite ok cos nothing new though LOL. later went for advance and the first few techniques was rolling then moved to kotegashi slam. hmm...maybe i should call it the "Flying kotegashi slam" cos everyone flew haha. lame lame sia. Waaaaaa the last time i did the flying slam thingy was like damn long ago and today the first 2 slams i already landed on my back!!! OUCH!!! pain siazzz. ahhhhhh i was called for demo for the hip slam technique and i really can't relax cos that slam scary one sia. ended up landed on my butt near tail bone there but still okok lar. haha just need some rest though. =)

haha thats all for today LOL...bored =____=

hmm...i love poems cos some poems makes me want to think whats the secret within that poem haha. and i got bored so found something random.


A poem about BOREDOM by Rhiannon Scase (link)

Times so slow in this hourglass of infinate sand, If this is my life, It is depressingly bland. No fun, no games nor the sound of laughter From a smile, to a grin and a frown thereafter. I'm hoping for time to speed up just a little, As I ensconce in the cold, slowly becoming brittle. I start to feed off the rage and leave happiness behind. I am thrilled by the hatred and begin to lose my mind!

haha this a pic taken by yt don't know from where but i know the initial name is Christabel.

ohhhh great!!! today tried out the contacts...FINALLY. Weeeee i managed to put the contacts on my first try HAHA. 

Haha its been awhile since i last blogged. lotsa things happened within the past few days and i'm only gonna blog about today.

Today was really an awesome day especially cam whoring part haha LOL...

Haha today after my morning lecture, went back to clubhouse to celebrate kiat mae's b'dae. Happy Birthday Kiat Mae!!! HAHA...hmm after that i left for gems and today lesson was kinda boring cos today the lect went through the motherboard again but this time different kinds haha, hmmm quizzes coming up too. hais sian. finally gems ended and i starting to love this gems cos learnt quite a few new stuffs and also my lesson always end in 1hour haha LOL.

Later met up with the rest at paradis centre. Haha all of them waited for me to come lar...i'm so touched LOL. all of us went to cathay to watch the coffin, i and tian hao bought a super ex popcorn combo HAIS~ it costs 11 bucks and only got 2 drinks and popcorn. super ex!!! but the cup is high school musical 3 de. anyway watched the coffin again HAHA. hmm...my chair was being kicked alot of times behind LOL cos those girls behind me were screaming ahhhhhh sian. haha i don't really mind watching the movie again.

after the movie i'm FULLZ haha cos i ate too much popcorn ler x.X all of us then decided to go to plaza sing to walk walk. HAHA. all of us had to wait until 8 cos alvin's friend, sandy, would be coming to join for dinner. and since the movie ended around 530 like that, we went to the arcade at plaza sing. haha all of us test our luck on the grab grab thing with toys inside de(LOL don't know call what) . Haha tian hao, alvin, liang chun and edwin all tried aiming for the stitch in a satna claus suit haha. super cool lar...i want stitch in reindeer...haha more cute =X. Hais all of us tried and i wanted the very fluffy pooh bear. hmm...initially can get de but wasted hais. 4 person tried getting stitch but also cannot HAHA. after the arcade we then walk walk around plaza sing and went to see the toy shops.


tian hao bad sia

i want the POOH!!! cute right?

alvin testing his luck to get stitch

hmm at around 7 like that all of us decided to play with edwin's hair and all the guys went to toilet and liang chun, alvin and darry(ohhh he met uo with us at comics connection) used liang chun's wax to wax and style edwin's hair cos he always wear cap de so hard to wax cos his hair keep on moving down...all of us took around 30mins plus to style his hair LOL LOL LOL haha. and we had to make his friend, elaine(i think its spelt like that), wait outside cos she can't go in guy's toilet ma.

After all that styling of hair, we went to pizza hut for DINNER!!! YEAH!!! hungry hungry...haven eaten lunch yet LOL. all of us waited for sandy. in the mean time, cam whore...haha. ohhhhhh sandy came and we ordered 3 pizzas and some other stuffs too. OMG!!! i asked something random and ended up super paiseh sia...ahhhhhhhh paiseh paiseh paiseh...waaaaaaa can't stop thinking of that until now HAIS~ =_____=

anyway DINNER!!! itadakimasu!!! all of us pretty much enjoyed the dinner. ohhhh thanks alvin for treating all of us for dinner. man!!! bro ahhh...i feel damn guilty sia cos you paying the full amount. AHHHHHHH. THANKS ALOT BRO!!!! =) hmmm...all of us were quite quiet during dinner, but after dinner, sandy was super enthu about cam whore and all of us ended up having loads of fun i guess? hmm haha. hais lots of pics to post...dont know why tian hao super high. weird weird. HAHA.

after cam whoring, all of us went home. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ lots of fun and i really enjoeyed myself. YEAH!!! lets go out again!!! ^^



smile darry!!!




cam whore haha

darry and tian hao

haha snapped!!!

say cheese!!!





tian hao "killing" the pizza


filled with parmesan cheese

cheers!!! to the cheesy affair

group take 1

group take 2

Time to have FUN!!!!


lol horns?

alien?

ehhhs o.0

1,2,3,4,5!!!







1,2,3,4,5!!! this time i join in!!!







again!!!!









hais...bored


sad...awwww

Hmm...i decided to give up caring soooo much about bad days and i don give a damn about it anymore haha...i'm just gonna go with it and taste that large field of bitter fruits that comes in my way. cos i'm bound to at least find one with my determination that tastes sooooooo darn sweet. Weeeeeeeeeee~

note: smiling does do wonders =)

anyway gonna blog about yesterday and today...

5 November
HAHA guess what!!! my contacts tore!!! LOL...hais i only managed to use it for 3 weeks. and i not rough lor...dono why tear. maybe because when washing with running water then got something happen or what. weird. anyway finally decided to get contacts ^^. hmm...wearing back my specs feels abit awkward in many ways. after class i went to chinatown to make my contacts and i have to wait fro 1 week to get it. this time i'm trying out a different brand and its bausch and lomb...hope its nice to wear...hais going to pok gai soon...ohhhhh today was supposed to play captain's ball for eee diploma day. BUT...one of my classmate never turn up for the event so ended up my class leader decided to cancel the game. HAIS~ nvm nvm. hmm...felt abit sadddddd so i went to find alvin HAHA at food court 4 and let him played my psp while i abit down sia.

around 230 like that alvin brought me to tennis clubroom and its looks pretty cramp...haha but still ok lar. met up with tian hao at clubroom and we actually decided to watch 20th century boys on the following day. ahhhhhh this friday the rest will be watching the coffin and i watched already ler...how le? maybe i go join in ba...cannot ps my friends cos they planned out everything ler, so if i don't know not very nice also. anyway what are friends for haha...i don't mind watching the movie again and again even if its my close friends. hmm...i regretted not spending time with my close friends and sorting my priorities differently...ahhhhh time to balance out aikido HAHA.

after that, went back to clubhouse and slack slack while the others went to play bball. ahhhhh i did not feel like going play bball initially cos i wanted to go home after going back to clubhouse. hmm...chatted with yt and imran about random stuffs then added up i changed my mind and decided to play for awhile. gosh!!! i suck at bball...its been ages since i last played and my reaction super slow slow de and all the rules also dont know liao. i had fun but i needed to go off cos solo came back and imran called me saying they are going off...so i go off also ba. having dinner at home is always the warmest.

hais later that night received a sms from alvin that we had to cancel the movie for the following day cos no more cinema are screening the movie ler...AWWWWW SAD!!!! nvm lar...friday have fun jiu man ok ler ^^

6 November
Today is a boring day...i love fish and chips!!! hais random sia

ehhs...

haha today finally managed to attend lecture!!! YEAH!!! that felt good cos i always woke up late =___=

later all the way is tutorial and i'm like uhhhhhhhhhhhh...sian. how i wish i have a bigger, cooler, chio-er?, sexier and durable bag. cos i seriously dying to get a big bag but have no idea and lazy to find also. and again must pinch myself!!!! cos spending money again...ahhhh tempted!!!! x.X
hais~ tomorrow still got gems...hope i will learn something new...*crosses fingers*

anyway thursday is kinda free so maybe i should go out with friends more often haha cos i will sure feel sian. yeah!!! looking forward to tomorrow!!! SKIPPING FRIDAY TRAINING!!! YEAH!!! haha others will have more space to train. WEEEEEEE~ going out with friends is sooooo much fun!!! after movie go out for dinner maybe pizza i think...hmm dono not sure wakaranai. 3 times a week for training should be enough ba unless i got so much free time than i try go thurs and sat also HAHA.

GREAT!!! i feel much happier...though deep down still feels differently, i better not think of all those sad sad stuffs if not i will become emo. time to smile...oh yeah the grin master(that's what yt calls me =___=).

if only i can turn back time
if only i can turn everything back to normal
if only i can change everything
if only i can think what had happened
if only i know the reason why this is even happening
if only days that ends with the word "shit" NEVER happened

3 November
ohhh this is great...surprisingly my parents got over their argument yesterday i don't know how but thats freaking fast haha. LOL anyway monday blues as usual and the thing is that today isn't my day. man!!! why!!!! okok i put on my contacts and guess what!!! my right eye turned red LOL...omg infection!!!! WAHHHHHHHH!!!! ended up wearing specs to school.

what happened on sunday was my laptop started to lag and i tried a disk check and ended up my whole com got a weird blank screen hmmm...anyway i can't freaking hand up my resume for communications for work and luckily my lect gave me grace until tomorrow at 12. kaozzz i was like...OMG I MUST REDO!!!! DAMN!!! pek cek!!! and next week is job interview and i must wear formal...hais. the best part of the day is that my lesson from 3-5 is cancelled cos my lect went to japan. hmm...later in club house tried out my laptop cos my friend did something and it worked for awhile but the lag is really scary. anyway watched final fantasy advent children HD with the rest and guess what!!! ohhh yeahhh blue screen....=____=

later went ot aikido and i always love monday trainings cos most of the people will be there and training is fun cos i will tend to forget anything that is troubling me haha. Weeeeeeeeeee~ fun fun and finally got a chance to do the back flip cos imran keep on pestering me to do it LOL...haha first time tried it and wasn't a success though haha but managed to do a full flip in the end YEAH!!!!! that made my day for the moment LOL!!!

hmm after training then went to ask solo repair my com. haha ended up solo had to bring my com back and have it repaired. sorry to bother you and yt le...hmm you know what i mean. gosh and i went home hoping to use my desktop to do my resume. zzz ended up the microsoft word need cd key weird weird, so can't use lor...sadded =( gosh i had to use my mum's laptop to do my resume ahhhhhhhhhhh...maybe someone is twisting my fate hmmm...you might not know for sure o.0

4 November
today i was really hoping to be a even better day as compared to yesterday and i think its really much better but still okok lar...tsk tsk.

ohhhh sorry solo and yt for troubling them again cos i woke up late and ended up solo was tired and he had to carry my laptop AHHHHHHHH...my apologies. yeah my com is now not so laggy but still the sound weird weird one and the lag is still there. anyway thanks alot bro...i owe you one. haha i sneaked out of class just to find them LOL. hais

anyway today i think my lect will officially call me "slipper boy" haha cos i wore slippers in lab LOL. and today the lab technician also give me attitude. kaozzz. hmmm...after that lect and this time i tried my best to survive but still fell asleep haha. cannot focus anymore liao. =X

haha had fun and training as usual. weapon rocks!!!! haha. ehhs did sensei called me to demo today? hmm? dont think sooo ba? LOL random random.

YEAH!!! looking forward to tomorrow being an even AWESOME DAY!!! ^^ LOL captain's ball tomorrow!!!! gosh!!! thanks to some of my classmates who dragged me in...haha gonna play against alvin and his friends tomorrow...thats good haha cos alvin and i had never played against something like that before. cool!!!! haha. as usual looking forward to FRIDAY!!! YEAH!!! BUNDLES OF JOY!!! going out with alvin, tian hao, edwin and the other bunch of guys. LOL i don't even know go where siazzz. hmm...anyway gonna miss friday training and time to replace it with saturday one. awwwww i miss saturday trainings. ADVANCE ADVANCE!!! should i go for black in december? hmm...*deep thoughts*

Today woke up soooo early in the morning and went for meeting...AHHHHHHH i want my sleep. hmm...i think i only slept for 5 hours. not enough sia...anyway i think recentlly i keep on skipping my breakfast and lunch, and ended up eating dinner only hmmm...

after meeting, on the way home glenda, imran and me were damn bored...then glenda suddenly said go bugis street don't know buy what...LOL i forgot. haha instead of going home which i planned to do, the three of us ended up going to bugis. HAHA we went to bugis street and shopped...mostly glenda bought her stuffs, i and imran only bought a shirt. hais~ i think i better control myself and i really hope someone will pinch me if i spend too much haha...SERIOUS!!! CONTROL CONTROL!!!

At 3 plus, imran said he wanted to watch movie so we watched high school musical 3. HAHA that movie is quite good cos the music are quite ok ba. LOL imran thought i cry during the movie!!!! HAHA actually is i got blocked nose de...hais soon i will be sick.

After the movie, we walk walk around then went home. ohhhhhh today did not went out for dinner cos i think my parents had a tiff and i don't know what is it about...hmmm...hope it doesn't last that long ba. if not i will feel more sad and pek cek....