OMG!!! its been a long time since i had a nightmare and today morning i woke up late because of that. Luckily my dad splashed some water onto my face while i was sleeping if not i won't wake up one haha. Ahhhhh i hope my nightmare doesn't come true...even if it does come true, i just got to face it...i can't escape from it. i was soooo pek cek because i woke up late and i'm gonna be late for work (忍 25%)

Hais~ sooo i cabbed my way to work...and the DAMN driver gave me that bloody attitude...especially in the morning when i'm in a hurry and pek cek...(忍 40%). I just got my last 2 weeks of pay and i have to start using it on a stupid taxi ride...WTH!!!! (忍 45%). Anyway got damn pissed in the morning...and when i was about to pay for the taxi fees, the driver pressed the bloody receipt because i told him before i'm paying by nets cos my wallet only go 10 bucks cos i never draw any money yet...DAMN LA...kaozzz...then he brought me around amk just to look for a bloody atm..the time was around 850 la (忍 65%). When i reached the workplace its already 903 and i'm early by 2mins if not my pay will be deducted.

After i cooled down cos my whole body was sweaty, i immediately listen to my mp3 because i better start to calm down my anger...(忍 55%) but i listen for only 10mins then must work hais. heng my anger does not last long because of a few factors that allows me to calm down easily and one of it is music...others like playing my psp, eating, punching on the wall and still got somemore helps to calm me down too but so far listening to music and something else helps me to calm down efficiently. Apparently NO ONE KNOWS ALL my "secrets" on how to calm down haha LOL...

I tried to ren the whole day...but too bad it keeps on increasing(忍 ++). OH YEAH!!! the harness has finally finished!!! HOWEVER, still got part 2 and its exactly the same as part 1 x.X WAHHHHH...the only time i felt abit happy was when i played my psp during tea break...and for the first time i actually ate the cheese crackers cos all the while my colleagues ask me to eat but i don't want...don't know why today suddenly eat. Today afternoon most of the time abit slack until start drawing for the second part of the harness.

YEAH!!! finished work and its time to go training cos when i make promises with others i NEVER fan hui my words one...anyway i totally ren bu liao i just feel like letting everything go...(忍 0%). However, the thing that made me extremely happy for that moment is because imran is here!!! YEAH!!! IMRAN!!! haha my best friend since the start of aikido...its always nice to talk to imran haha. Oh ya today before training i ate murtabak and the portion is soooo much that i can't finish the whole thing....LOL kaozzz. ooooo sensei today took me as demo and he did a deadly move and his thick gi kept on rubbing on my neck and it feels like my neck is being SAWED...haha luckily my mark on my neck isn't as bad as compared to yi liang's one, cos his one look like love bite LOL. After training everyone left i start to HAIS~ because i'm back to my pek cek mode...(忍 5%)...

hais~ made another promised with someone that i will go for training for tomorrow...anyway also good la cos my moves are starting to become rusty. CANNOT 忍 ANYMORE!!!! RAWR!!!